Suicide of Jibai

I killed my character in an online mud game after two months training it, making it stronger.

I realized that I am too attached to the character in the virtual, and it drains up my time and energy. Everytime I played, a little sense of guilt aroused in me. The sad part is ultimately, nothing is being improved in real life, and there's no value added is whatsoever of way.

Of course, this is an lousy ending. If my will power is strong enough, I should have just stop the game ... but what the heck....so long jibai !!! (that's my character name)